Insanity: Bills

i feel myself slipping slowly into a depressed state .

Why you ask ..well thats a good question for part of myself dos'nt know why i feel this way , but another part of me does. My depression stems from mostly , if not all, of money issues. Since i've been unemployed money has been very tight for me and im sure this month will wipe me out till a just have a penny left...if im lucky. Why you ask take a look at this list:

Where the last of my money will go this month:
Dentist Bill-189 dollars
Medical Bill- 25 dollars
Buying a hotel Room for AC-63 dollars
Cell Bill- 35 dollars

Now mind you the last time i checked the Balance in my checking account i had 256 . Fuck..im so screwed. I mean i do have a credit card that i can use But!!! i'll have to Payback that amount and well im still Unemployed!! wahhh im gonna be broke , broke like a homeless person. Now thank goodness i still live at home and still have someone to fall back on ...sorta :(.

Oh how depressed im getting ...go to my dark corner and sulk. I just dont know what to do. I feel that writing this out helps me to sort it out in my head. But damn that dentist bill really trips me up ...i guess thats the last time i'll be going there for a while until i get another job . Oh please my Dear guardian angel grant my wish of finding another job soon.