Update 2/20/2013

Busy Busy Busy i tell yall. So much to do online and off i just cant fit it all into a single day. I really tell myself there needs to be more hours in the day. Anywho onto the matter at hand.

  1) Im currently obsessed with Devianart. I've been uploading some new artwork on my profile/gallery and been getting alot of feed back for it . For instance people giving me Llama badges (which mean awesomeness) and people adding my artwork to their favorites folder. This boost my confidence and motivation to work more on my artwork. Here's the link to my profile: BrokenChains2000 Profile

 2) Im thinking of redesigning my 2nd blog ( the one where i used for school) and making it all about the different forms of artwork i do . Right now the main forms of artwork i do is Video Editing and Digital Artwork.

 3) Yesterday i went online to check the balance in my bank account and it turns out that all my tax refund was in there. So today i went and brought my cat Kairi a scratching mat, cat food , and cat litter.

     Her head is a lil blurred , sorry about that

This is her with her lil tongue out, so cute

Bout time for that big Playstation Meeting so i got to go.

Im going Broke, Need Advice please 10/10/2012

 i feel myself slipping slowly into a depressed state .

Why you ask ..well thats a good question for part of myself dos'nt know why i feel this way , but another part of me does. My depression stems from mostly , if not all, of money issues. Since i've been unemployed money has been very tight for me and im sure this month will wipe me out till a just have a penny left...if  im lucky. Why you ask take a look at this list:

Where the last of my money will go this month:
Dentist Bill-189 dollars
Medical Bill- 25 dollars
Buying a hotel Room for AC-63 dollars
Cell Bill- 35 dollars




Now mind you the last time i checked the Balance in my checking account i had 256 . Fuck..im so screwed. I mean i do have a credit card that i can use But!!! i'll have to Payback that amount and well im still Unemployed!! wahhh im gonna be broke , broke like a homeless person. Now thank goodness i still live at home and still have someone to fall back on ...sorta :(.


Oh how depressed im getting ...go to my dark corner and sulk. I just dont know what to do. I feel that writing this out helps me to sort it out in my head. But damn that dentist bill really trips me up ...i guess thats the last time i'll be going there for a while until i get another job . Oh please my Dear guardian angel grant my wish of finding another job soon.

Mood: Depressed

Feeling: Confused

Weather: Sunny

Music: None

Place: Home

By Reina

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Money Promblems 9/25/2012

My Head, my head , oh how its getting twisted . My brain aches with confusion and tension yet all i have to do is take a deep breath , slow down, and focus. So much is happening in my home life that i cant really process it . The culprit  is no other than the ruler of the world : MONEY !! Seems like my home life is going downhill all because of money problems. What makes it worse is that im back to being unemployed .

   So i cant really help around the house , i mean i've been helping to buy food for the house and stuff but thats about it ..but i'll have stop spending my money or it'll run out and i have my cell phone bill to pay .  Lately the car's battery has been acting up and dying , i wanna help buy a new battery ...but i just dont have the extra money to spare . Also we need ink cartidages and Norton anti-virus software..if only i had the money to help out ..i dont know what to do and its stressing me out.

   I get asked for my money to help pay for gas and other things but i always go through changes about giving out my money because i dont have an income anymore. Do you think its wrong of me to want to keep all my money to myself...or do you think i should give it all away till im broke? 

Mood: tired/content
Feeling: confused
Weather: Clear night time sky
Music: Super Junior-HARU
Place: Home